Things I Would Die For..

       Can this thing called Life get any more boring? Most of my days go about in wondering where all the fun times have gone. Or maybe i'm just that type of a person who feels her life was better before and that leads her to be unhappy all through her present.

    

 What sort of a life is an ideal life for you?

For me it's about awesome friends, who get the sense in your nonsense. 

Peace at home. 

Amazing food, without worrying about weight gain. 

Feeling sexy.

 Interesting subjects to study. 

A loving pet. 

Owning a DSLR. 

Watching movies and feeling what those characters are feeling.

Humour.

 Laughing till your stomach hurts and you fall on the ground and you can't stop the tears. 

Having someone who can handle your mood swings every single bloody day. 

Being open to love. 

Loving in return. 

Travel. 

A bathtub to soak your self in every night.

Sarcasm.

 Having no expectations from people. 

Books. 

A warm blanket on a super cold night.

 Mom made tea. 

                   

 Crazy moments. Beautiful memories.

I'm asking for too much. I know.

What are you waiting for?

       Why do we want so many things yet do not even take the 1st step to achieve them? We want to do/learn something, we google it, find out various steps about how to do it, write/bookmark the steps. And then it's over. Just like that. What exactly happened to execution of plans? 
      Ask this to the self help guru's and they'll say 'you don't want it bad enough'. But I think the reason is entirely different. It happens majorly coz you want to do it and succeed at it so freaking badly that the thought of doing and failing at it scares the shit out of you! 

The Scratch Off Challenge.

I came across this "Scratch Off" challenge on Viya's blog and since it seems interesting i'm doing it. This is my 1st blogging challenge ever!

The rules are simple. Whatever is true you need to strike off! 

So then lets start! ;)

Appearance
I have/had piercings besides the ears.
I want piercings besides the ears.  (I want more!) 
I have many scars.
I tan easily. (I hate sunscreen so what do you expect! :D )
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I want a tattoo. (I want many!)
I can be self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/had braces.
I have more than two piercings.  

Embarrassment
Disney movies still make me cry. (Stop laughing at me ok! :P )
I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.  
I’ve glued my hand to something. 
I’ve laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
I’ve had my pants rip in public.
I’ve touched something sharp/hot/etc to see if it would hurt.
(Wtf! I've done all in this category! Hahaha!)

Health
I’ve gotten stitches.
I’ve broken or dislocated a bone.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
I’ve had chicken pox.
I've had malaria.
I've had typhoid.
I've had jaundice.

Travel
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been to US.
I’ve been to Europe.
I've been to at least one other country.
I've never been out of my country.
I’ve driven/ridden over 200 kilometers in one day. (I don't know if I have or not! :P)

Experiences
I’ve gotten lost in my city. (It happens all the time! :| )
I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star.
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas. 
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve slapped someone.
I’ve kissed someone underwater.
I’ve chugged something. (What is chugged? )
I’ve crashed a car.
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a musical.
I’ve auditioned for something.
I’ve been on stage.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
I’ve pranked someone.
I’ve ridden in a taxi.

Honesty / Crime
I’ve been threatened to be arrested.
I’ve broken a law.
I’ve done something I promised someone I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I’ve sneaked out.
I’ve lied about my whereabouts.
I’ve cheated while playing a game.
I’ve been in a fist fight.

Death
I’m afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I’ve seen someone/something die. [A sparrow! :( ]
Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.
I have attempted suicide.
I’ve thought about suicide before.
I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
I own over 10 music CDs.
I own over 10 novels.
I own over 5 electronic gadgets.
I’m obsessed with anime/manga.
I collected comic books.
I own a lot of makeup.
I own gaming console(s).
I own a car.
I own a bike.
I thrive on compliments.
I thrive on hate.

Random
I can sing low key.
I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
I open up to others easily.
I watch the news occasionally or always.
I like to kill bugs.
I sing in the shower.
I’m a morning person.
I’m a sports fanatic.
I twirl my hair.
I care about grammar.
I love spam.
I’ve copied more than 30 CDs in a day.
I bake well.
My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, blue, red, black, purple, or orange. (All all all!)
I would wear pajamas to school.
I like Martha Stewart.
I laugh at my own jokes.
I eat fast food weekly. (Where do you think i put on so much weight from?)
I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. 
I can’t sleep if there’s a bug/insect in the room.
I’m really ticklish.
I like chocolate. 
I bite my nails.
I’m good at remembering names.
I’m good at remembering dates.
My memory sucks. 
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.


People
...used to ask if I was anorexic/bulimic.
...called me fat.
...say I’m skinny.
...have said I’m ugly.
...have said I’m pretty.
...have spread rumors about me.
...forced me to eat. 
...say I eat too much.
...say I eat too little.
...say I eat too fast.
...say I eat too slow.
...have called me a genius.
...have given me gifts. 

Eating
I’ve lost weight.
I’ve gained weight.  
I’m at my thinnest.
I’m at my biggest.
I’ve lost weight and kept it off.
I’ve lost weight, but gained it back.
My weight affects my mood. A lot. 
I diet.
I’m vegan/vegetarian.
I exercise.  
I’ve fainted from exhaustion.

Family
I’ve sworn at my parents. 
I’ve planned to run away from home before. 
I’ve run away from home.
My biological parents are together.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want kids.
I’ve had kids.
I’ve lost a child.

Relationships
I’m engaged.
I’m married.
I’m a swinger.
I'm single.
I'm in a relationship.
I’ve gone on a blind date.I have/had a friend with benefits.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I don't like to depend on others.
I’ve gotten divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
Someone has/had feelings for me when I didn’t have them back.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
I’m a cuddler.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.
I’ve hugged a stranger.
I’ve kissed a stranger.

Bad times
I regularly drink.
I can’t swallow pills.
I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty.I’ve been diagnosed with depression at some point.
I have/had anxiety problems.
I shut others out when I’m upset. 
I don’t have anyone to talk to when I’m upset.
I have taken/take anti-depressants.
I’ve slept an entire day before. 
I’ve plotted revenge.