Things I Would Die For..

       Can this thing called Life get any more boring? Most of my days go about in wondering where all the fun times have gone. Or maybe i'm just that type of a person who feels her life was better before and that leads her to be unhappy all through her present.

    

 What sort of a life is an ideal life for you?

For me it's about awesome friends, who get the sense in your nonsense. 

Peace at home. 

Amazing food, without worrying about weight gain. 

Feeling sexy.

 Interesting subjects to study. 

A loving pet. 

Owning a DSLR. 

Watching movies and feeling what those characters are feeling.

Humour.

 Laughing till your stomach hurts and you fall on the ground and you can't stop the tears. 

Having someone who can handle your mood swings every single bloody day. 

Being open to love. 

Loving in return. 

Travel. 

A bathtub to soak your self in every night.

Sarcasm.

 Having no expectations from people. 

Books. 

A warm blanket on a super cold night.

 Mom made tea. 

                   

 Crazy moments. Beautiful memories.

I'm asking for too much. I know.

Buddies- The Before & Now...

Miss them like crazy! <3

        When we were bachhas life was easy na? One group of awesome friends, and that's all we needed to be happy. After 8th when studies became unbearable and we just had to join classes, we all again ended up going to the same classes. Life was beautiful. Morning school mai chill karo, ghar ja ke nashta karo phir wapas classes mai timepass karo. And all this with the same group of friends. Those darlings who know you in such detail, its scary sometimes. They can order your food before you can even reach the restaurant coz they know what you would love to eat that day. They know about your silly baseless insecurities on which they make fun of you but dare anyone else say something, they'll defend you like crazy.
      Fast forward to now and I realize there is nothing as amazing as those friendships. Sure all my friends are still great. And i'm still in touch with most of my school friends. But now there is a school friends group, junior college group, senior college group and diploma class group.
     Still despite so many friends, i never get that feeling which i used to get with only one group. The feeling like we had one life together. Now its like everyone has their own life and we are only making time for each other whenever we can. Brings such loneliness sometimes.

The Truth.

Random stranger in train.(Hope she doesn't mind i put her pic)  

              I tried so hard to make things right, to act as if everything was perfect. But it wasn't. The truth doesn't change by wishful thinking, right? Today during one more long fight the reason hit me hard and fast. 
 You don't bring out the best in me. We were just never meant to be.